hmm...

so thus far I’ve done a terrible job keeping this updated.

lame. really thought I would stay on top of it this time…but life gets away from us.

so recap;

      Mexico and California was awesome. 

      been working a ton. got sick. lame.

      hanging with family.

      Damon came home :)

starting a new job, feeling like I’m starting a new life. I’m happy. Truly happy.

idon'tknowwhattodoanymore

I think I am a good person.

I do everything to make everyone happy.

give 200% to everyone and everything.

so why do I keep getting slapped in the face.

I will finish first because I am a good person.

but for now I have to do what is best for me.

I’m sorry if I have or will “ignore” you along the way.

I’m just tired of people saying they care saying they are friends.

I did nothing wrong,

so why doesn’t my phone ring anymore?

I’m sorry if I’m not putting myself out there enough.

I’m just tired of being taken advantage of.

kthanksbye.

icanread:
(by jilleun)
I’m starting my life all over again. And this time it is real. Thank you for you, and thank God he gave me you.

icanread:

(by jilleun)

I’m starting my life all over again. And this time it is real. Thank you for you, and thank God he gave me you.

And less than 24 hours after my arrival home from California, I will be back at the airport taking off for even more wonderful CANCUN, MEXICO! For my best friend (my sisters) wedding, and possibly what could be the most badass vacation…EVER! 30 crazy people in Cancun at the same time, oooo the matas/stainbrooks/lucas’/friends, we’re about to get rowdy!
        [so freaking stoked, been waiting sense January for this vacation!]

And less than 24 hours after my arrival home from California, I will be back at the airport taking off for even more wonderful CANCUN, MEXICO! For my best friend (my sisters) wedding, and possibly what could be the most badass vacation…EVER! 30 crazy people in Cancun at the same time, oooo the matas/stainbrooks/lucas’/friends, we’re about to get rowdy!

        [so freaking stoked, been waiting sense January for this vacation!]

Two weeks from tomorrow I will be in sunny and beautiful California with the guy of my dreams for 4 days. :)
       [I’m beyond excited!]

Two weeks from tomorrow I will be in sunny and beautiful California with the guy of my dreams for 4 days. :)

       [I’m beyond excited!]

insomnia strikes again.
    [4am and thinking about nothing at all]

insomnia strikes again.

    [4am and thinking about nothing at all]

It’s hard not having him here. I miss him more and more everyday. But together we are going to be strong.
      [guess it’s time for this little girl to head back to Cali]
icanread:
(by onemoreyear)

It’s hard not having him here. I miss him more and more everyday. But together we are going to be strong.

      [guess it’s time for this little girl to head back to Cali]

icanread:

(by onemoreyear)
ya, we're gonna be great roommates
  • Me: hate you. please die. want another glass o' wine.
  • Molly: Mmmmmmmm I want a car bomb.
  • Me: Oh that sounds delicious. Damnit!
  • Molly: Maybe we should just get sloshed friday.
  • Me: Haha why not!? I love that word...sloshed lol
  • Molly: Haha idk why I even used that word it was the first one that came to my head
  • Me: Haha I love it! Used to use it for my mom best word to describe her drunk lol
  • Molly: I think that word should be used in our everyday vocabulary
  • Me: yes, as do I. great word. sugarlumps, also quite the word! ahaha.
  • Molly: What does that word even mean lol
  • Me: Haha I don't know :) flight of the choncords episode Brett tries to be a prostitute look it up! Funny stuff.
  • [I love us.]
    [I’m dying for a puppy, I want one of these]
kari-shma:
(Lazy afternoon by rogiro)

    [I’m dying for a puppy, I want one of these]

kari-shma:

(Lazy afternoon by rogiro)
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Song for today

      [Carolina Liar always has a way of defining my life]

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